Fourty...

Adiqah, today, turns 40 MONTH (not years) old. despite all the fights and quarrels and rudeness, we still stand strong.

the day we turn 3 yrs old, i was amazed at how long we can last. and dat was 4 months ago. initially, i didnt hope we would last much longer but one particular day changed it all.

we were having our casual talk cock session...

out of the blue i ask him a, rather, surprising question....

"do you think i will ever leave you one day?"

his answer changed my plans...

"yes. i know you will leave me one day." *and this does not mean death*

yes!! i know. its funny how this answer changed everything.

somehow his answer made me realise how much i wan to be with him forever. his answer made me realise why, in the first place, i was madly, crazily in love with him, 40 mths ago. his answer immediately tells me, no matter wat happen, no matter how he is, no matter what everyone thinks, he is the perfect one for me.

simply to say, his answer made me love him more den ever.

and for that, my Love, you are the perfect one for me. you are the best thing dat ever happen in my life. you are the one i've been searching for all this while. despite all my rudeness to you, all my mood-swings, all the temper and tantrum thrown at u, you were patient tolerating my child-like behaviour. and for that, i thank you for loving me so much. without that love for me, i know you would haf ran far far away a long long time ago. I love you so much, Mohd Ismadi.

and if i were to haf a ring now, i would haf asked you to marry me. :)

speaking of marry... no, i wont be getting married anytime soon. i jus started doing my Degree. i haf lots of loans to settle and ive yet to start a proper saving. engagement.... we'll see.

dats all for now.

Labels: adiqah, anniversary, ramblings

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