its the wee hours of the day. i feel like a fool.

i feel blessed and lucky to have nice peoples around me. i trust every single one of my frens dat i have. be it my old-time friend or my new-found friend. i gave them equal trust of my friendship.

some people may say, dont trust people u dont know. but no matter how many times i've been turned back on, i still didnt learnt my lesson. i dont see a reason why my frens would lie to me. i dont see why my fren need to turn their back on me.

i feel like a fool wen i trust and believe someone so much, only to find out dat it wasnt true. i feel like a stupid person. without any brains to think twice. i could believe someone word-for-word. see how foolish i am.

however, despite my foolishness, despite all the hypocrite frens i have, there is only one person, dat im very very sure will never lie or turn his back on me. as much as he loves me, dat is how much he dun wanna see me hurt.

no matter wat anyone can say, its his words dat i turn to at the end of the day. its his words dat i will trust and believe wholely. no matter how naggy he can be about my mistake, its his voice i still wanna hear at the end of the day. no matter how bad we fight day or night, its his soothing voice dat can de-stress me. dat can put me to sleep.

he may think i lie to him. he may not trust me. despite the duration of our relationship. but i dont care. i know i trust him. no matter wat he say, he do, i still trust him. its the love dat we share dat bond us together. its the love dat i have in him dat make me trust him like no other.

you should have guessed who is the one person i need. the sound asleep person at this hour. what more can i say? its love dat blind us. and Love is Blind.

this song is specially for my Love.

ayang, if you read this post, i jus wanna say, i love you so much. thank you for being in my life. you are the precious gem in my life. i dunno how lost will i be without you. Everyday I Love You. and I Will Love You Everyday. With All My Heart And Soul.
lots of love, baby.

p/s: seriously i dunno wat this post is all about. it start about something else and ended about my profound love. this shows how sleepy i am.

Labels: ramblings

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