wat do i confess? this has always been a no-personal-things blog. but wat do i care abt who reads my blog? its my blog. its wat i haf to say, its where i pour my whole heart content out to. so why shd i give a *toot* to wat people haf to say abt my feelings and problems. they dot like it, they can get lost. i dont force them to read my sentimental feelings.

we had a big fight last nite. who? me and Love. dunno where the root was but i knoe it was bad and it ended. the relationship ends last nite.

it happen to be the usual fights. but i dunno. last nite i was extra emotional dat it went bad. and he... he simply jus pressure me more and more. he didnt even bother to pujok this hurt heart. everytime i say something wrong, he is jus gonna hang up. he did dat twice and both times i didnt bother to call back as i usually does.

i know he cant live without me. he cant sleep without solving the problem. his final call was jus to inform me dat its over. whereas i was abt to call him to apologise.

aft getting pisses, i give him a final blow and he jus went silent. i gave him the if-i-can-be-patient-and-why-cant-you-tahan-with-me talk and the next thing i know, he is sorry for everything.

so there goes. we apologise to each other and everything went cool. we had a little talk before sleeping and off we went to dreamzone. my eyes was a little swollen from the excessive crying last nite. haizz...

this is wat i call the usual night fights. doesnt sound so usual rite? well, like i said, i've gotten used to it. it happen too frequent for me to feel the heartbreak. only the frequent heartaches were felt.

me: u slalu mcm gini, nati da kahwin, kalau gaduh mcm ni, terus u ceraikan i la.
him: da kahwin lain. u nak kahwin lagi 5 tahun. masa tu mesti la i da berubah. takkan i nak selamanya mcm ni...

glad he knows! ciaOzz

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