- it hurts -
Saturday, February 19, 2005
i lOike he whO huGGed mE...
but hE whO huRt mE iS hE whO i l??eD.
hE whO huGGed mE iS hE whO huRt mE...
iTs mY miStaKe fOr l??iNg hiM.
hE, i knOw nOt lOng is hE whO i mEt reCenTLy.
hE whO i jUs knEw, iS hE whO iS iN lOve wiT sOmeOne eLse wHo lOve hiM.
hE i l??eD iS cOnfuSed. bUt i aM mOre cOnfuSed.
iS tHis jUs anOtHer cRush cUz iF iT iS, iM waStiNg tiMe.
hE iS nOt a jErk, hE iS nOt a cHamEr eiTher.
hE iS a pLaiN cHattEr whO maDe miStaKes liKe nO oTher.
iT huRts tO cHat wiT hiM. guEss iT wiLL huRt mOre tO sEE hiM.
bUt i waNNa sEE hiM. i miSs thOse huGs aNd peCks hE shOwer mE.
hE paMpEr mE aS iF iM hiS liL giRl. hE paMpEr mE aS iF iM hiS.
bUt i duN tHink dAt iS eVer pOssibLe.
hE haF tO lOve tHe One whO lOve hiM.
i dUn wAn hiM tO cOmprOmiSe tO lOve mE tOo iF i wEre tO faLL iN lOve wit hiM. cOmprOmiSe iS nOt lOve bUt iTs siMpLy juS luSt.
cOmprOmiSing iN lOve iS nOt tRue lOve aNd iS nOt siNcEre.
thOugh iT huRt tHe oTher tO nOt cOmprOmiSing, bUt cOmprOmiSing huRts mOre.
oNe whO cOmprOmiSe iN lOve iS nOt lOve bUt juSt liKe.
oNe liVe oNce, diE oNce, maRRieD oNce..... aNd lOve onLy oNce. bUt iN liFe, u aLwayS haVe tO fiNd tHe wrOng oNes bEfOre u fiNd tHe riGHt oNes. aNd sOmetiMeS iT taKes a lOng tiMe tO fiNd tHe riGht oNe. i fOund tHe oNe i lOve bUt guEss hE iS cOmprOmiSing. i cAnt lOve sOmeOne whO cOmprOmiSeS hiS lOve fOr mE. hE iS jUs nOt siNceRe.
i lEaVe wiT tHis huRts fOr nOw... hOpe tO fiNd mY seLf aGaiN sOOn.
ciaOzz~~
--Ranted at--
4:29 PM