today was a full day for me. got up at 10, get ready to go jemputan at Marsling. it was mum's fren's son who got married. i dunno who he is but we used to play together wen we were small. he is of my age. its always the 3 of us, me, Helfi *another but close childhood fren* and him.* it was kindda scary wen he, 18, got married oredi.. so eraly. recently baby also told me dat he met his old skool fren at his work place and found out dat dat guy *his fren* is getting married next month. and he is only 19, finished his NS and own a Toyota Camry. wOw... y are these ppl getting married so young.. wen will i get married?? at wat age?? no no no!! dun wanna think abt dat now!! scaryy liaozz!!

k k back to today... we den went my aunt's place at Jurong West to collect somethings. den we proceed to SGH to vist my cousin who was warded there. she suffer from internal bleeding and has lost a lot of blood. i really pity her and her family. dear Allah, please dun let dat kind of sickness fall to anyone of my family and please give strenght to her family to face everything AND get her well soon.... amin. it was pretty scary wen i heard her mum saying dat her white blood sells are eating up all her red blood cells and dat wen red blood is put in, its gone... *the white blood eat it up*. and upon more tests, the doctors found out dat her vein in the stomach has burst. ouch! its so hard to get blood from her for the doctors to test. saw her crying while the doctor draw out blood, i feel like crying with her...

we den went home to change and wen out again for dinner at Makmur restaurant. this time abah decided to order the sweet and sour kerapu. and its a live catch and i witnessed it. i almost change my mind on eating but once tasted the fresh fish, i cant stop... hahaha...

came back home, i was stressed over my projs. i.e my english which has not even started and my semestral proj. the prototype seem too simple but heck cant think anymore. and my lappy oso decided to cock up rite now. now i cant even do or print my report... damN!! the family perform prayers together *jema'ah*, baca yassin and den me back to my room, in front of the comp, typing thins and remembered abt my dumb maths quiz tmr. 100% based on integration. i hope it is as easy as how i expect it despite the lecturer repeating its easy.. his easy and my easy haf a big gap. muahahahaha

k k im off to studying....

ciaoz~~ sorry for not updating for quite sometimes. pretty busy with life and my lovely baby... =P 8:30 PM