k today was my most suckiest day ever!!! i really hate today!! 1stly, dat stupid english teacher wanna fail me for my complementary studies which is English Language. jus because of some misunderstanding, we *2 other of my groupmates and me* get free scoldings and mocking from her... its so NOT FAIR!! however we managed to get a 2nd chance but will be penalise. and the due date was tmr. exactly 24 hours to complete everything.luckily my boys are hardworking enuf to do the game and me, stuck to create all the questions. i managed to cover at least 3/4 of it.

i tot later part of the day, out with baby, will be better and fine. however i was double wrong. ok i did "enjoyed" my time with him. seeing him was already a good thing. we went to catch a movie, Resident Evil 2. it was ok la. abit scary but overall i'll give jus 2 stars out of 5. maybe i shd watch the part 1?? watever! k back to us. he totally treat me as if im jus a fren or worse, a stranger. we walk side by side like we're nothing. its always me who haf to make the move to hold his hand, hug him... he even promised dat he will sen me home today. in the end he didnt. he even scolded me jus for dat. i wasnt feeling well and wen i asked he to sen me home, she shouted at me. i was so hurt. i cant believe he'd do dat. on the wat home, he msged saying dat he wanna go lepak with his frens and meet someone. i was double pissed!! i was smsing with fadz abt how i feel and i purposely sen him this one msg which says dat he *not directly* is even a worse jerk den dat someone who he make me hate. at nite, he msged again saying dat he is under his void deck with his frens. he told me not to wait for his call. i didnt and couldnt be bothered anymore. so i told him dat i cant juggle 2 things at a time and things ard me are jus too stressful. and i got a simple reply which is, "up to u!" i almost cried but WTF?! he is not worth my tears.

called fadz and she was going to sleep. so i called Iqbal. i dunno y i did dat. jus called Iqbal, let out my feelings for a while and talk abit before hanging up *both was using prepaid*.

ciaozz~~ farked up!

p/s: i saw farouk wen i was outside starbucks. farouk didnt see me but i was smiling wen i saw him.. hehehe 11:52 PM