wen u least expect things,
dats wen it happen
but wen u expect it so much,
it never comes--

lately life has been so "chaotic" for me. i found out dat i only haf a mininum of 1 and half weeks more to complete my projects. damn im stressed!! exam time table is also out.. grrrrr im going mad!

today, somthing which i never expect to happen, happened. someone i never expect to msg, messaged. feeling which i tot extinct, still exsist. the hatred i used to haf, turns into love now... wat is happening to my world? wat is happening to me?

HE "accidentally" msged me last nite, i deleted his number oredi... the number was familiar but i wasnt sure. i asked who it was... and it dragged all the way till the evening. he didnt mention who he is but upon seeing the name 'iQa' im sure its him...
HE i used to love, left me wit a bad heartache which happens to be partially my fault. HE stayed away from me for 2 months. and now he is back. i tried my very best to put him out of my life but guess the feeling of love for him was still there.

i hate being so weak. i hate having to drop into the love trap. i hate to fall easily into the love trap. i hate not being strict on myself. i hate being so fickle minded.

but heck abt all dat. all i know is how i feel rite now... back in love... weeezzzzzz......

ciaozz~ fLoatiNg iN cLouD niNe~~
11:10 PM