bOwing bOwing bOwing.... sLacking at hOme dOing nOthing. cant even bring myself to open my lect notes to study. blearghhh....

gOt uP anD oN the cOmp... chat chat chat... frenster... EC.. blog-hop... dats all i was doing since 12 noon i got up. wahh life is so darn bored for me today. im supposed to open my notes to study for my test next week, and yet i cant even find my notes.

i feel abit better today. or shd i say since last nite, b4 i sleep. things resolved bit by bit and i thank God for dat. things with 'HIM' is now ok. and i hope it stay dat way. was confiding in him abt wats going on wit me lately... and also on my "stressful" studies. he make me study for my test. and i hope i could do dat.. wahahaha

on the other hand, its wit the other person dats not resolve. gene, im really sorry for wat happen yesterday. its not dat i dun like 'HER' to be ard but its jus so funny. well, guess i need to get use to all this and try to fit in jus as it used to be. abt my recents posts, u were asking wats with it? well, its not for u in case if u think it is. hah.... jus forget abt it all...

well, today also i get to make new frens. at all 3/4 places... 1 from alachat.net whom i got linked to blog and frenster... den frenster, linked to MSN. lastly thru EC... the place where ive been hunting for peepz jus not to make my frenlist look so empty. hahaha k im crapping rite now.

chatting with 'HIM' was.... haha.... made my day. i dunno y but im happy. at least the ice is melting. :D k im really mad now. im missing someone but i dunno who. is it 'HIM'? cant be.. im chatting with him now... is it my ex? haha dats ridiculious... is it the skands? blearghhh never!! den who? i feel so unLoved. haizzz.... jus need someone to love me... not only as a fren. but more. i need love and affection rite now...

ciaoz~~ nObOdy lOves me... 5:11 PM