jus came back from ICA bulding to report my IC lost and also to make a new. darn their service is slow. watever!!

was msging with eugene all the way. really feel bad for him but he is not alone. wat he went thru basically was wat i wen thru btween me and 'HIM'. the only differences are dat he was there for me all the time, shower me with his care and concern. on the other hand, gene's situation was opposite of mine. she didnt care abt him, ignore him. but the feelings we went thru was the same. we both miss them although we're supposed to forget abt them and get over them. well, as i went thru it b4, its jus a matter of time. it takes time for everything.

k enuf of dat. well me here haf been going thru mixed feelings lately. to tell or not to tell, to confess or not to confess, to commit or not to commit, to ignore or not to ignore, to wait or not to wait... i cant bare seeing him suffer. i wanna be there for him, not only as a fren but more den dat. but will he understand? will he accept? he is going thru hell rite now and im trying to be there for him as much as possible. try to help him in watever way i can.

urggghhhh im so confused. i guess im gonna think abt it more. im scared dat he will misunderstood me. i knoe he will be reading this but i doubt he knoe its him. nvm. wen the time comes and wen things are ok, guess dat will be the time i will tell.

ciaoz~~ dinner time!! 6:38 PM