Butakah Cinta - Spring

Berapa lamakah lagi
Terpaksa aku menanti
Sehingga teguhnya pendirian di hati

Bukan hanya kepentingan
Malahan keegoan telah ku korbankan
Berlimpahan kasih sayang... aku curahkan
Buat mu seorang...

Kiranya semua itu
Tak bermadai bagi mu
Apa sebenarnya yang kau mahu
Ku tak tahu...

Kau hilang bila ku tiba
Kau datang bila ku kecewa...
Terasa diri...di persenda...
Dimana berakhirnya nanti
Permainan sandiwara mu ini...
Sesungguhnya aku... tak mengerti...

Jika benar cinta itu buta...
Butakah mata ku...
Berkali terluka masih jua... ku merindu...
Apa yang ku inginkan...
Cuma kejujuran dalam perhubungan...

Jika itu tiada...
Apalah ertinya...
Penantian ini hanya sia-sia...

im so stuck... feels like i made alot of mistakes in my circle of frens esp among the guys dat i used to be close to. why didnt i get to know him earlier? why do i haf to hate him jus becuz of his mistake? and why now? its not a problem for me but its him... he haf alot of major things coming up. whereas me, im jus waiting for skool to open.

this song really describe how i feel for him now. been out wit him a few times lately... playing pool most of the time... chilling together. sharing problems of life... abt studies esp. today i met him i feel as if i dun wanna let him go.. its like, there is so much to talk abt, yet so little time. and now, im missing him.

~ciaoz... dreaming 11:24 PM