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him and me
Thursday, April 09, 2009
he said, " You are my first and last love. i can never love any woman the way i love you, even if she is my wife!"

i said, "you are not my first love, but u shall be my last love. tho i can love other the way i love you, wat we share is beyond words."

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--Ranted at--
12:30 AM

found!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
- Found Him -

<3

=)

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6:39 PM

a trip across
Friday, March 27, 2009
i was on 2 days leave. a break from all the hectic work. finally a day off...
so yesterday, i make my way up North with Mum and her fren. initially we plan to start at 8.30, to avoid the jams and time constrain. but we left home at 9am. reached woodlands at 10am and checkpoint at 10.30. got on a cab and travel to KiP Mart to get my DVDs. managed to get the latest few. mum made her way to the market to get fresh veges.


they can simply go madness with all the fresh and variety of veges.

we had buffet lunch, jus like how Mum likes it. all kampong dishes. i manage to jus swollow everything. none to my fave. =p

we den got onto another cab and made way to Angsana Shopping Complex. and that is where i got bankrupt. haizzz...

Mum and her fren got back into madness mode at Astana Boutique. they were the only 2 customers. so, the store is more like theirs. i manage to get nice baju kurungs. can save for raya.

Opposite the Astana Boutique, there is a bridal shop and the wedding dresses there are to die for...


this is the ones shown. the last time i went, they had the victorian dresses. very beautiful.

i fell in love instantly with this...


the gown set. omg.... i jus feel like photo-shopping me and the boyfie's head on top of dat manequin.

but my most favourite shall be this...


dark purple long dress. i've been fond of purple since i know dat boyfie of mine. and sook aft, i witness my cousin's wedding in a dark purple wedding set. and now this is spectecular. i wish i could get it for myself. hehehe

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1:18 PM

guilt...
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
you know the feeling of guilt towards the ones u love... well... sometimes i feel dat guilt. towards the boyfie of cuz.

i feel guilty for always snapping at him.
i feel guilty for always shouting at him.
i feel guilty for always sounding rude to him.
i feel guilty for the ways i react towards him.

like this whole week...

the only things i do is snap at his every mistake. shout at him wen he refuse to correct that mistake. which obviously sounds very rude. and jus how fast my hands can slap/hit him everywhere. i dunno what the problem is. but i always end up saying sorry and dat i love him every night.

there was one nite... last Sunday, to be precise... the boy insist on sleeping as he was so tired. i snapped at him for sleeping all day. he haf slept more den 12 hrs in the day and it was only 11pm wen he said he was sleepy. i wonder wat the F*** he did the night before, which was jus hanging out with his friends. of cuz i ignored him and let him do watever he wants. at 11.30 he called again.... sounding tired. asking for the usual kiss before sleep. i 'slapped' him with uninterested kisses and hung up. he didnt call again.

so, being me, curious, i called him. no answer. call again. no answer. call again. no answer. and wen he answer, it was nearly 12mn. he said he didnt hear his phone ringing. he was having his back massaged by his little brother. i hung up again. im so pissed. i continue to ignore him.

at 12.20, he called and bluntly said, "Baby, Happy 42 month anniversary!!"
he left me speechless.

i couldnt snap back at him cuz he remembered, when i slipped.
i couldnt shout/scold him cuz he sound so sweet and romantic.
i couldnt do anything other den melt and follow whatever he desires.

and dat is how irritating/sweet my boyfriend is.

and i think, i should be thankful for having him around. =)

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10:12 AM

fruits day @ PRCS
Monday, March 23, 2009
its fruits day here at work... i was called up for fruits. but i only expected apples and oranges. den there was a light smell of pungency... and dat pungent smell can only mean 1 thing. up i go to the 2nd floor and the smell gets stronger. met the P and he told me to get my fruits.... upon reaching the 3rd floor, my suspicion was right. i ran toward the AVA rm and there it is.... the king of all fruits....

DURIANS!!!!

there are pineapples, grapes, rock melons, bananas... but the ones i run after is the boxes of durians. im a freak wen it comes to durian. and the 1st one i took was the sweetest of them all... took a whole box down for my partner aka TA and now we're feasting like there is no need for lunch.

im not down with sore throat cuz of the sweet durians. luckily no class today. wooHoooo

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11:46 AM

opinion
Thursday, March 05, 2009
someone share with me this song... and asked for my opinion on it....
im gonna share it here and u peeps give your opinion on it.

If It Kills Me by Jason Mraz

Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
It would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Well, you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

How long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
Well, this double life I lead isn’t healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all

'Cause maybe there’s a lot that I miss
In case I’m wrong

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me

If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
I'd tell you from the start how I’ve longed to be your man
But I never said a word
I guess I’m gonna miss my chance again

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want to do is feel you
Yeah, the feeling inside keeps building
I'll find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me

somehow this song means something to me....

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11:12 AM

tag 2
Friday, February 20, 2009
I really am dat bored and "rajin". so here's a second tag.

Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology"

IF I TAGGED YOU, PLEASE PUT THIS UP ON YOUR PAGE AS A NOTE AND TAG SOME OTHER PEOPLE!

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

What is your salad dressing of choice?
Thousand Island

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Carousel. but dat buffet. maybe Earle Swensens

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
soup. fishball soup!

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
mushroom, mozarella

What do you like to put on your toast?
butter and sugar

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
3

What color of cell phone do you have?
black and silver

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
right

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
nails

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
my bag

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
nope

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
dun think so!

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
i kindda like my name.

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
no thanks!

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip-flops do you own?
2

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
4 yrs ago.

Last person you talked to?
my colleague

Last person you hugged?
my bf... but its been a while

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season?
spring

Holiday?
Hari Raya

Day of the week?
none. monday got sch till night. tuesday got work till 7pm. wednesday nvr meet bf. thursday nvr meet bf. friday got class till night. saturday slack at home. sunday do nothing... my whole week is B/O/R/I/N/G.

Month?
November. less work.

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
yes. alot. :(

Mood?
angry!

What are you listening to?
the lecturer talking and Always Be My Baby by David Cook

Watching?
the monitor

Worrying about?
how to get home.

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
toilet

What's the last movie you saw?
hmmmm.....ip man on dvd. bride's war at theatres.

Do you smile often?
sometimes

QUESTIONS

1)Do you always answer your phone?
yes. only sometimes the phone is on silent and i didnt see the call.

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
someone crazy

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
blue

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
wat is sonic? the hedgehog?

5) Do you own a digital camera?
no. but the work-place camera is more like mine.

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
ya.

7) Favorite Christmas song?
none.

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
lots of $$$

9) Can you do push ups?
think so

10) Can you do a chin up?
nahhhhh

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
future means tmr... excited.

12) Do you have any saved texts?
lots

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
nope. and dun wish to.

14) Do you have an accent?
nahhhh.... but i can pretend to haf one.

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
Wajah by Jaclyn Victor

16) Plans tonight?
none. go back aft sch and sleep.

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
ya. right now i feel like dat. cuz the boyfie refuse to pick me up from sch.

18) Name 3 things you bought in the last week
food, drinks, cakes.

19) Have you ever been given roses?
yea

20) Current worry?
how to go home....

21) Current hate right now?
the boyfie

22) Met someone who changed your life?
ya.

23) How did you bring in the New Year!
the same way like every year. sleep.

24) What song represents you?
Always Be my Baby

25) Name three people who might complete this?
dunno. who ever who wish to do

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
at CoffeeBean T3 picking up my brother while hanging out with my parents.

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
Daddy is gonna send me to work. i can sleep a bit more.

28) How did i get from the couch to bed yesterday night?
i was on the bed straight. but if i was on the couch, i'll jus walk to my bed.

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8:12 PM

Tag 1
there is nothing to update. so im gonna be a bit "rajin" and do a tag...

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Syafiqah

2. A four Letter Word : Sick

3. A boy's Name : Suhaimi

4. A girl's Name : Syahirah

5. An occupation : Student

6. A color : *no colour with S*

7. Something you'll wear : Skirt

9. A food : Soup

10. Something found in the bathroom: Sabun

11. A place : Sentosa

12. A reason for being late : sleeping

13. Something you'd shout: SH*T!

14. A movie title : Spiderman

15. Something you drink : Sarsi

16. A musical group : Slam

17. An animal : snake

18. A street name : Somerset Rd

19. A type of car : Suzuki

20. The title of a song : Somewhere over the rainbow

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8:04 PM

the boy & perfume
Monday, February 09, 2009
i love sweet and nice smelling guys. and the boyfie always smells nice.

i used to give him guy perfume samples cuz sometime Daddy buys so many perfume and there are alot of samples. he uses them once or twice when going out on a date with me and den the sample finishes.

last year, for no reason i bought him a perfume. the one i love so much was too expensive so i settle for a less expensive yet smells jus as nice. and since he know it was "expensive" he rarely use it. most of the time he'll buy the adidas body spray and spray all over but i dun really like adidas cuz its too sporty.

i prefer more like a manly, but not too strong, kind of scent.

and den he bought the kids body mist. the one with batman or donald duck picture on it. it smell nice but there is a hint of childish-ness in it. dun really like.

ok i know, im not only choosy with my food and clothes and shoes, im very choosy over how my i want my boyfie to smell. sometimes wen he uses the kiddy cologne, i jus wanna hug him so tight like a little boy who i love so much. but sometimes you wan those manly scent so u'll feel secure and expecially wen u need the hug, manly scent suits jus nice.

so today, instead of completing my report, i went for a short shopping trip. i bought for the boyfie a Lamborghini Forza perfume. funny thing is that its so cheap, for a Lambo. the scent was jus how i like, and i bought for the boyfie. i told him its an advance birthday present. cuz i dunno will i ever get him the wallet and watch that he wants.

so after i pass him the perfume, *of cuz i tore out the price tag. hahahaha* he spray it all over him. and now, as im in class, i cant wait to meet him later so dat i'll hug him ever so tightly cuz i miss him. hahahaha

dats all for now. lecturer is in. shall blog again about wat happened today!!

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8:56 PM

we turn...
Friday, January 23, 2009
Fourty...

Adiqah, today, turns 40 MONTH (not years) old. despite all the fights and quarrels and rudeness, we still stand strong.

the day we turn 3 yrs old, i was amazed at how long we can last. and dat was 4 months ago. initially, i didnt hope we would last much longer but one particular day changed it all.

we were having our casual talk cock session...

out of the blue i ask him a, rather, surprising question....

"do you think i will ever leave you one day?"

his answer changed my plans...

"yes. i know you will leave me one day." *and this does not mean death*

yes!! i know. its funny how this answer changed everything.

somehow his answer made me realise how much i wan to be with him forever. his answer made me realise why, in the first place, i was madly, crazily in love with him, 40 mths ago. his answer immediately tells me, no matter wat happen, no matter how he is, no matter what everyone thinks, he is the perfect one for me.

simply to say, his answer made me love him more den ever.

and for that, my Love, you are the perfect one for me. you are the best thing dat ever happen in my life. you are the one i've been searching for all this while. despite all my rudeness to you, all my mood-swings, all the temper and tantrum thrown at u, you were patient tolerating my child-like behaviour. and for that, i thank you for loving me so much. without that love for me, i know you would haf ran far far away a long long time ago. I love you so much, Mohd Ismadi.

and if i were to haf a ring now, i would haf asked you to marry me. :)

speaking of marry... no, i wont be getting married anytime soon. i jus started doing my Degree. i haf lots of loans to settle and ive yet to start a proper saving. engagement.... we'll see.

dats all for now.

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